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4 A.M.
02:38
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4 a.m. in the middle of the night, I just woke up and my eyes are burning
My head hurts, I’m dizzy, my heart will beat out of my chest
I’m so afraid, my screams echo in the air as I realize that I’m not alone
I stumbled on his body that’s lying lifeless on the floor
His eyes wide open, there’s a smile on his face
It’s not the time to grieve, someone might be in my place
My brain can't function, I can't think anymore
I try to catch my breath, as I fall on the floor
I’ve lost everything tonight
Shouting from the top of my lungs, there’s so much blood
Memories fade away in my head
Refusing it makes no sense, what do I do now?
They found me shaking in the street, it was raining
My sweet old neighbor called for help, and so they came
They kept asking me questions but I didn’t know a thing
How could I not hear the killer when he broke in?
When he stabbed him in the chest so violently?
How could I not protect him and why didn’t I die myself?
My brain can’t function, I can’t think anymore
They try to calm me down as I fall on the floor
I’ve lost everything tonight
Shouting from the top of my lungs, there’s so much blood
Memories fade away in my head
Refusing it makes no sense, what do I do now?
Everyone dressed in black, he looks so handsome in his light blue suit
As peaceful as he was when he was sleeping next to me
Before I grabbed the knife, to take his life
He shouldn’t love someone else
I’ve lost everything tonight
Shouting from the top of my lungs, there’s so much blood
Memories come alive in my head
Refusing it makes no sense, what do I do now?
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2. |
Bruises
03:41
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The only thing he ever wanted was to be loved
But then they ruined him and they sent him to rot
And when he came back from this hell he’d been put through
His father told him they’d be better off if he was stuck there for good
That’s when the kid reclaimed his life
I don’t know what really happened; I know that I would do the same
Look at us, as we stand, you don’t have to touch
But know that what got us here has something to do with you
And think for a second before you judge, that the one thing we needed
The one thing that could save us was what we never had
She woke up in a filthy road with bruises on her hands
Her eyes so blurry, her skin so dirty, the weather so cold
No one around to hold her, when she was young they told her
They’d be there forever for her
They didn’t mention they would only keep her if she was good enough
The only thing for her to expect is someone to pay for her love
Look at us, as we stand, you don’t have to touch
But know that what got us here has something to do with you
And think for a second before you judge, that the one thing we needed
The one thing that could save us was what we never had
He’s hiding in the bedroom closet, the only place he'd ever feel safe
At 6 he’s seen most of the hate of the world
He shuts his ears, his breath he holds
As the footsteps grow louder that’s when he knows
The pain is cleansing as the punishment comes
He knows he deserves it, he spilled the water
Something in his head might slightly be changing
In a few years you will all call him crazy
Look at us, as we stand, you don’t have to touch
But know that what got us here has something to do with you
And think for a second before you judge, that the one thing we needed
The one thing that could save us was just a drop of love
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3. |
Swimming in a Cemetery
02:49
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Fears, tears and lies
What is forbidden is revenge, will you compromise?
Stop, it’s out of sight and out of mind, so keep it all inside
One last goodnight, one last goodnight.
Swimming in a cemetery
Hope is drowned and dreams are buried
The waves upon, no shore is found
Swimming in a cemetery
Scars, the real past
Awake to seek who’s still alive
Paint, the blood in the heart
Never see that everything’s fucked up
One last goodnight
Swimming in a cemetery
Hope is drowned and dreams are buried
The waves upon, no shore is found
Swimming in a cemetery
The land is far, the sky so black and no one to trust
Living is my dream, I want it to last
Swimming in a cemetery
Hope is drowned and dreams are buried
The waves upon, no shore is found
Swimming in a cemetery
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4. |
No One Hears a Sound
03:18
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Trapped in the dark, pain turns into tears
I think my heart is full of innocence, but this illusion disappears
Lies and foolish prides, ready to break down
I’ll take my fears into my grave,
The only place they won’t be found.
Stuck on the wall, you can’t watch your back
You worry about the falling sky as years go passing by
Kick the rainy day, this silence is so loud
Your mind is empty, you keep your voice down
You think they’re deaf while you shout.
What’s going on, I can't tell what's sane no more
What’s going on, faith is broken I can hear the crash.
scream my heart out no one hears a sound
What’s going on?
I remember you said, that things will find their way
And all the pieces fallen to the ground, will reunite and sail away
But I can’t break these walls, my body has collapsed
The world is headed to catastrophe, my brain tells me to give up
What’s going on, I can't tell what's sane no more
What’s going on, faith is broken I can hear the crash
scream my heart out no one hears a sound
What’s going on?
I don’t care what they will say
Hunt is their game and you are their prey
Now raise your voice.
They’re gonna fade, we’ll make our own choice
What’s going on, I can't tell what's sane no more
What’s going on, faith is broken I can hear the crash
scream my heart out no one hears a sound
What’s going on?
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5. |
You Won't Find me Home
03:13
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See your face, you’re full of shit
What did you expect? Now watch me live
All your tales are in the past that I left behind me
This race is over, now you’re by yourself
I’ve better things to do, you won’t be there
You make me laugh when you call me at night
At first we crashed, then we screwed up,
I blame no one but keep your mouth shut
Find someone new, your chance just flew
Can you give me, please give me, damn give me some space to be
You won’t find me home (not this time)
You’re not worth it, I’m bored (and now I’ll try)
To find someone who believes in me (yeah, I’ll find)
Someone who knows how to kiss (You're a dick!)
Broke up with me and now you’re back
What did you think? Now hit the sack
I'm not your chick, you thought I was weak.
You’re Mr. Right and I’m Mrs. Bitch
I don’t want to give you relief
That I still love you would be a lie
At first we crashed, then we screwed up,
I blame no one but keep your mouth shut
Find someone new, your chance just flew
Can you give me, please give me, damn give me some space to be
You won’t find me home (not this time)
You’re not worth it, I’m bored (and now I’ll try)
To find someone who believes in me (yeah, I’ll find)
Someone who knows how to kiss (You're a dick!)
I was choking, yeah
Now I need some air
You were never there
Suppose you never cared
But I don’t blame you
I was the fool
So I’ll abandon you
I’ll turn the page in my book
You won’t find me home (not this time)
You’re not worth it, I’m bored (and now I’ll try)
To find someone who believes in me (yeah, I’ll find)
Someone who knows how to kiss (You're a dick!)
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6. |
What doesn't Kill you
02:05
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Watch the world, you are the monsters, we are the loss
We’re part of your game, obeying someone who always wins
But you say you don’t play, make your move, don’t be afraid
You’re gonna freak them out
Rebel days on your way, make your difference, you won’t pay
They love to hear you cry
What doesn’t kill you makes you stronger
A fire in your eyes and you feel alive
What have we done? We’re not heroes; I don’t feel that I’m one
We’re down on our knees, yet we’re strong to fight and you’re not gonna win
All you need, a falling star, make a wish to be loved
In this awful world
Kids kill, starve and die, we can’t find someone to trust
Maybe we'll start the change from ourselves
What doesn’t kill you makes you stronger
A fire in your eyes and you feel alive
What doesn’t kill you makes you stronger
A fire in your eyes and you feel alive
Keep this in mind, don’t ever slide
You run but never try to hide
You must be tough, don’t expect from luck
To sing you a sweet lullaby
What doesn’t kill you makes you stronger
A fire in your eyes and you feel alive
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7. |
Be the Change
02:19
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I hate that look on your face,
you’re being so sad and cynical
Your complaining won’t fix anything,
you’re just wasting our time
I’m done listening to the same old story
about how it’s always everybody else’s fault
You see no point in trying, you’re disappointed, tired
But you’re forgetting this one thing
Your voice can make a difference
A simple smile can heal a wound
Your help might save somebody
So don’t just wait and be the change you wanna see in the world
I know it’s easier for you
to put the blame on someone else
It’s more convenient, I’m sure
But you’re forgetting this one thing
Your voice can make a difference
A simple smile can heal a wound
Your help might save somebody
So don’t just wait and be the change
Your voice can make a difference
A simple smile can heal a wound
Your help might save somebody
So don’t just wait and be the change you wanna see in the world
Does it matter if you think it’s worthless?
Shouldn’t we react?
Should we just give up?
Does it matter if you think it’s hopeless?
We always gotta try, we gotta give it a shot
Your voice can make a difference
A simple smile can heal a wound
Your help might save somebody
So don’t just wait and be the change
Your voice can make a difference
A simple smile can heal a wound
Your help might save somebody
So don’t just wait and be the change you wanna see in the world
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8. |
Help
03:42
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Waste my life in fear, I can do nothing at all
Can’t ignore the voice that screams inside me
The house is empty and I am calm
The threat is coming too close
But I’m still holding on
Lie down, I understand that you’ve been used
Don’t hate yourself, falling apart won’t change your doom
Broken down in agony, want you to feel me, feel me
I just can’t escape this life, don’t leave me, don’t leave me
No one’s here, help is what I need
Broken down in agony, want you to feel me, feel me
They say we get to choose our lives. What is a choice? I don’t know
I no longer wanna live in this lie
The dark is coming, where is the path?
The chains are holding me down
A prison and a home
Lie down, I understand that you forgot
It’s hard to find the courage you have lost
Lie down, you have a fight that never ends
You are ignored and you will never be the same
Broken down in agony, want you to feel me, feel me
I just can’t escape this life, don’t leave me, don’t leave me
No one’s here, help is what I need
Broken down in agony, want you to feel me, feel me
He stole your life, he always put you down
You tried to pick your pieces from the ground desperately
How could he ever sleep in peace I wonder
I know they see you but they wouldn’t bother
They leave you hopeless and alone
Broken down in agony, want you to feel me, feel me
(leave you hopeless and alone)
I just can’t escape this life, don’t leave me, don’t leave me
(leave you hopeless and alone)
No one’s here, help is what I need
(leave you hopeless and alone)
Broken down in agony, want you to feel me, feel me
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9. |
Tonight
02:56
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I wonder how we’ve come to this,
another broken dream
I try so hard to understand,
what we did to deserve this fate
Stopping, starring at my life again,
didn’t know my journey’s end
Leaving a life once again and left behind
Tonight, I’ll be here by your side
I’ll never leave you crying
Despite being next I don’t ask why,
cause I’m here for you
Tonight, it’s alright
Now she’s hanging by a thread,
I wanna help her stay
I’ll hide my tears, won’t show my pain,
keep pretending everything’s ok
Life is short and life is great,
at least that’s what’s she said
Torn inside, she smiles instead,
I see through her eyes
Tonight, I’ll be here by your side
I’ll never leave you crying
Despite being next I don’t ask why, cause I’m here for you
Tonight, it’s alright
It’s not enough
But you’ve got me to count on
What have we done?
At least we’re not alone
Tonight, I’ll be here by your side
I’ll never leave you crying
Despite being next I don’t ask why, cause I’m here for you
Tonight, it’s alright
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10. |
Unfinished Novel
02:59
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An ugly world, my darkest days,
lost in the crowd you found me
Can’t even count the times you saved me from myself
You sang some lyrics from The Smiths,
I told you I’d never felt like this
I swore I never would, but still I let you down
And all that’s left of us is memories
Unfinished novel on my nightstand
A dream that ends in misery without you
My used up brain, your tortured soul
were not the ones that broke us
I promise I’ll remember all the roads we walked
You put up with all my rage and hate,
loved me when I wished you were dead
No matter what you say you can’t deny you’re kind
And all that’s left of us is memories
Unfinished novel on my nightstand
A dream that ends in misery without you
I wish I'd never hurt you those times you drove me mad
What would I give to have you back!
And all that’s left of us is memories
Unfinished novel on my nightstand
A dream that ends in misery without you
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